I'm Anna Kathryn! ...and most days I'm a mess - desperate for the Everyday Mercies of a sovereign God who knows me, pursues me, loves me. I'm here to share my mess, to share His grace, and to encourage moms on this journey with me, embracing the life-giving mercy of Jesus in the exciting, in the mundane, in the failures and successes of each new day. Learn more...
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You know that feeling when you send your kids off to overnight summer camp for the first time...?
You know the one I'm talking about... the feeling as you wave goodbye, and a tear wells up in your eye because you know how very much you'll miss them, but you can't wait to see how they blossom while they're away...?
Yes!
THAT feeling!
Soak it in for a minute...
Ok ok, it's true - I don't personally know that feeling, because my kids are three and five and have never been to overnight summer camp... but I'm imagining it's similar to the feeling I had when I left my personal copy of this beautiful book with my amazing photographer and stunning friend Alli of Alli Cheatwood Photography.
...I knew that what would blossom from it's time away would be more than perfect, and OH was I right!
We had a sitter once who asked about a friend’s newly adopted child, not by the child’s name or status as a son or daughter, but by the child’s ethnicity. In that very moment, I realized that I needed to be much more confidential about the reasons our foster child was in our care. Because the reasons he came into care did not define him then, and they don’t define him now. Those obstacles are not his identity, nor is the fact that he was in foster care at all. His identity is found in Christ, and in Christ alone. Sometimes I wonder if by sharing details about our foster children, we are unknowingly allowing a large misunderstanding population to assign them a false identity that will follow them the rest of their lives, along with all the stereotypes that will jump on for the ride.
No, actually… I don’t wonder if that happens. I know that happens, because I’ve seen it happen.
Did anyone else NOT have it all together in high school?
I was painfully shy.... painfully. From my earliest memories until I went to college.
I like to blame it on my outspoken sister for talking so much that I could never get a word in…. but the truth is, I was just too scared of saying the wrong thing and having people look at me funny. As I grew, it affected more and more parts of my life, down to my spiritual development and growth. In high school I was too shy to go to youth group and WAY too shy to go to Sunday School where I might be *gasp* called on!
I was walking with Jesus at the time, but most of my peers wouldn’t have known… instead they just thought I was awkward and silent. (Which I was. Super awkward and literally silent.) In fact, I remember the question I was asked most by my peers in high school: “Why don’t you talk?” And you know what effect that had? I talked less.
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